2005-07-12 - 7:13 p.m.
Hello world.
So I'll confess, I've become addicted to other people's blogs. Sigh, I'm so cliche.... It's kinda creepy when you think about it how I enjoy reading about other people's lives. However they do post them so that they are read, and well I am kinda doing the same, although I don't post as frequently, and I don't think that I have a loyal readership, and dude if I do, I rock, casue I have like 5 entries, they must be powerful! I have all of these great inentions , but alas, I never do. This is where I will insert my excuses. I am crazy busy at work, so there is the time constraint. I stare at a computer all day so I don't have time, and I don't have a computer at home. Well my roommate does but I can't figure out how to use her Mac, I'm convinced that Mac is evil and I'm an IBM girl all the way! hee hee hee.
Anyhow... I sit at work and wonder how the hell I am going to make it through the day cause I have so much crap to deal with. I could go on endlessly how I hate being where I am and how I want to be near Adam and all that mushy mush mush stuff. I'll save you. You can thank me later!
Anyhow I write a friend at work about my likes and dislikes and general ongoings at work; I was particularly funny today:
Top 10 reasons I dislike small town Alberta
10: it's small
9: it's rural
8: it's devoid of any culture other than the red neck one
7: it's not Calgary
6: there is only ever one movie playing
5: the locals are rude to anyone who isn't who wasn't born in their backwards hospital
4: customer service only applied to those who have lived her their whole life, anyone else is dirt on their cheap Saan Store shoes
3: apparently ignorance is bliss....
2: sushi is "exotic" (the store deosn't even have nori!)
1: it's EVIL!
Top 10 reasons I like small town Alberta.
hmm see there is nothing, but it's not so funny when I point this out. It made my friend laugh. We'll call her Fuzzy.... So Fuzzy laughed and it made her spit a little, that made me happy, well not that she spit that she laughed. I like making people laugh.
Bwah, it's 7:30 and I'm still at work surrounded by paper. Sigh, I hate this, I'm missing Friends and that's one of my sinful pleasures. Yes I am Deadra and I love to watch Friends! (and reality television)
Ahh my facination with reality television. I find sitcoms (other than Friends) to be nasty and contrived. So anyhow I bet it's the same thing why I like to read other blogs. I like to see and know how normal people are. I mean Courtney Cox is all cool and all, but she isn't normal, she makes sick amounts of money, but she isn't normal, she's a celebrity... not at all normal.
Moving on, my Grad Reunion is coming and I am torn. I was all exicted about it, I wanted to go and show people that I am not the same, that I am so much cooler now.. well not cooler but moved on... But now I almost don't care, hey by definition I'm cool! HA!
But it seems that the girl who is organizing it is making it all for the "uber popular" group that she was associated with. I found those people dull when I was in highschool. Sure I would like to see some of them, but mostly no. And it irritates me to see that she is still all cliquey. There is a reason that I left the town I grew up in. People don't seem to move on there, they still revel in the days of yore, ie highschool. I find that frightening. People, there is so much more beyond those mountains and lake. A whole new world if you will. A new fantastic point of view....
When I go there I just want to make it obvious that I have seen some of this world, but hmm how do I say that I gradded from uni, played rugby at a high level, spent 2 years in Korea, went to live in England, came back got a great job and am now at my 10 year reunion.... How do I say all of this without being a cow.
That's if I go... I'm still undecided. Adam, said we can just peel out in his car, I'm all up for that!
Well I've all but exhaused my creative jucies for the day, I promise I'll try to be a little more regular, although I don't think I am actually going to promise anyone.. sigh.
AND if you are reading this in the here and now, YAY, and you can email me, I just opened an email addy just for this, it's
wait for it...
screamnfreak@hotmail.com
yay.
have a nice day!
