2005-08-15 - 5:30 p.m.
Hi hi.
I have a headache, I am tired.
I left Calgary this morning at 5am, yes, I was up at some ungodly hour to drive. Clearly I was not thinking well. It's funny, I hate driving and I hate mornings yet I stay the extra night at Adam's just so I can be unconscious next to him, why? Oh yes I'm loopy. Sigh I think that girls understand it, but guys do not. Adam says he doesn't understand it, (but i think he does) and my co-worker thinks I am a lunatic. (I am sure he has other reasons too, hee hee hee.)
anyhow Mondays are evil. I am so tired and my head hurts and it's a Monday, that is multiple evil things, grrr.
So I am so proud of myself. (note the subtle change of topic) I read a whole blog, start to current. Now I can stop wasting my time during the day and do more work! hee hee hee. But I had to read it, there was a baby involved. I was/am facinated by this blog in a non-stalkey way. She lives in New York and I am obsessed with living somewhere ultra urbany; rural Alberta just ain't cuttin' it. I wonder if Calgary will even be able to serve my desires for uber urban. I doubt it, I think I need New York or London, or hmm Seoul, love Seoul. So she is a doctor, so that is cool, the learning about another career and all. Also she is a newlywed, well 2 or 3 years.. (see I didn't pay that much attention, the important part is that she was married in April of 2003, ok I have a weird way of remembering stuff). And she just had a baby, yes a baby. So anyone who knows me is all, "ohhh" in a freaky way like they just discovered the REAL reason I was reading the blog.
Now now, I have baby lust yes, but I think it's intresting becasue of the whole package. And dude this girl can write. There are plenty of blog from new parents, and dull dull dull. They are so boring, cute babies yes, but boring. So I don't read them.
So anyhow she is cool. I envy her in some ways, but not the weird stalkery ones, I have to make that clear. I guess it's cause she's my age and has the whole package, urban lifestyle, excellent career, and whole kit and caboodle family.
I aspire. Almost there, hey Adam are ya reading this, kiss kiss. No pressure.
soooo...
In the blog there was a link to a website.
http://www.pregnancy.com.au/Lotus_birth.htm
go read it
and we'll talk.
(really I don't want to write more, I think I covered the I'm too tired to focus)
have a nice day!
